Favourite Hideout: November 2010

Ingenious plan

/edited

Seriously, which quiz has a weightage of 20%, man? 5/10/15% probably but 20%? Nah, that's what I call a term test. -.- And I find it soo hard to concentrate on the revision cause it's like an informal version of term test. :/ Maybe I should have went for gym just now, at least it won't make me feel that the morning was wasted. Damn!

My ingenious plan for tmr? Gym/swim in the morning. After that, go Kovan to grab cupwalker and get my debit card then come home to rush my 2 reports.

Yesssss! Cupwalker here I come!

Firework, Grenade & Dynamite (Awesome Mash Up)

>> Monday, November 29, 2010 – covers

Distraction

Oh boy, you've got me distracted

I shd be doing up my ccom report and studying for club/resort but mnet's on tv. With Taeyang, TOP & G Dragon's performance's just over, how do you expect me to concentrate? Madness!

Am talking with Clement L now. It's funny how we try to piece back memories of the past. Not that we have a scandalous relationship or something, but we're trying to find out how we stop talking from secondary two till now. The funny thing is, we still have no idea how it happen. Oh well, gonna meet that kuku probably this week or next to catch up a little. :D

An updating on ytd's spending, I've got 147$ deducted from my acc. Still gonna go get more stuffs on tmr/tuesday. Damage? Another 100$. So much for maintenance, damn it! ):

PS: amazingly, I know. I've started twitting today!

If I cld, I wld stop whining and start on my report. But it's soo harddddd. ):

HELLOOO FREEEEEDOM!

"Who would have ever knew
That we would ever be more than friends
We´re real worldwide, breakin' all the rules

He's like a song played again and again"

With judging over, we're only left with the report writing. Wee! I am glad that judging was pretty okay though we freaked out and did a lot of last minute work on the day itself. The judges basically tackled our biggest (& only) loophole which we alr knew from the start (our title doesn't match our project). Weeee! Job well done, kids! When we are done with the assignments, reports, quiz and term test next few weeks, it's time to celebrate! :D

PS: Can't wait for busy man and I get less busy with work & school! (:

And I've received my BO packages (AE Waterfall Ruched Top in Pink & White and TVD Chiffon Tiered Top in White) this week. Omgomgomg, can't wait to wear them out. They are so awesomely mad-pretty that sissy wants to steal the pink piece. Haha! Anw, I must have gone crazy during FYP cause now that we're done, I can't wait to play dress up with the new clothes (including BC Satin M-Shape Romper, Grunge Tube Dress in Taupe & Crimson Red, Oversized Asymmetrical Tunic). Haha.

Something random that I've noticed after my ah-boy haircut? I tend to dress more feminine. Weird but it's okay. That's just me, I am different! :D

Gonna start on my reports/assignments/test soon! But first, let me go out and do some shopping with sissy. We're grabbing some skin care product and, make up? Nah, let's see how.

If I cld, I wld catch Rapunzel 3D this week. I know Disney Princess isn't my kinda thing. Perhaps it's my sudden lost of locks that's affecting me but I got a sudden craving to watch this. So, Rapunzel anyone? :D

Kurt Schneider & Sam Tsui

>> Thursday, November 25, 2010 – covers

Love the way you lie (MASH UP)

Replay (Cover)

Nothin' on you & Hey, soul sister (Cover)

The only exception

Madness, awesome. What's more?

Grenade by Bruno Mars

Finally watching the official video. The pain is too real, baby. Too real.

Just a dream (Cover)

>> – covers

This is madness

Gorgeous little things

>> Wednesday, November 24, 2010 – wants

Damn!

/edited

If I cld, I wld sleep on my bed tonight. It's rare that I actually want to sleep on the bed cause I like my sofa more. But I am camping over in school so it wldn't matter anw. Blame FYP, I have to finish it by tonight.

Hold me close, don't let go.

Friend D: why didn't he ask you to stay?
Me: ..

*silent for a long time

D: hello?
Me: yes?

*pause

Me:I don't know

/edited

When quiet time are spent thinking

"I just want to hold you close, feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment, for all the rest of time."

If only it was this easy.

I want to finish up my CCOM report today but I forgotten to save the half completed report into my email. Kuku me! Now I have 2 hours to stare at this screen. Idk what else I can do.

Thinking of the FYP, I think if we corrected our focus point for the project a month earlier or so, we will be able to do a more complete presentation. I am really fearing what will happen when they ask me how the interior design look like. The thing is we don't have enough time to do up a inspired interior design (e.g. draw out in Revit and render it out).

It took me 3 days to complete 2 hand-drawn exterior designs and I have to say the drawing/design/colour sucks. This is what happens when you try force-draw due to time constraints. If we were to do interior design, we definitely won't be able to complete it in time. Yes, we will be showing inspirated interior design from an architect. But look, you can't expect us to use someone else's work and say that the interior will look just like the picture. It doesn't make sense.

I really don't want to have any loopholes that they can dig into. Judging is 20% of the marks but even if raywong gave us all distinction for the 80% (which is highly not possible lah, use butt think also know) it will still affect greatly on our grades.

4 more days till the big day, I wish every thing will go well. Please let it be.

/edited

If I cld, I wld.. sing now. But I am in the library where silence is observed. Blame all the kuku classes using the access labs at the same time! Roar!

(Haha. I think it's funny how I try to push the blame to anyone but me. Okay, I should have just brought my laptop.)

I want my Macbook Pro now now now now now!

//PS: I read my primary school friends' blog during the long break just now and they are still so close. All, except me cause I am the only one who didn't get into the same secondary school as them. But I am contented cause that's where Kenneth and I met. No matter where I am, what I am doing, who I am with, he will always be the best.

//PSPS: Wow! If only I can get this awesomely wordy when it comes to report writing, that will be amazing!

I can hardly hide my excitement, freedom is approaching.

/edited

Yes, we're finally done with the ppt. And I still think we did a fantastic job. :D But the design I was working on ended up like some kindergarten kid's drawing. Sorry girls!

PS: I've got CCOM assignment to work on and Service Quality quiz to prepare for. Both are due tmr and it's 1228AM now. Which to attack first?

I see nothing

I am on the verge of tearing all my drawings and cry.

Wait, I am crying. I don't think I can do it any more.

"So, how are you doing now?"

"Have you ever been in a position where you wanna text this person but you always worry about how he will take it or if he will even reply?"

I have, so many times, want to ask you this simple "how are you" question but have never had to courage to do so.

-

Design, draw, colour. This should be my main priority now.

So much has to be forgo but it's the last lap to go. Work hard now, people. After this hurdle, it's freedom.

First on my to-do list:
Drink and gym.

I know they don't match but that's me. Need to refresh myself before taking down term test and more projects one by one.

A runaway trip in March with me, anyone?

Marshall baby

>> – wants

This Marshall baby is USD99. I know I can afford it. Shd I?

Reward yourself/myself/ourselves!

I wanna go but on 26th? It's my FYP judging day. And I have to bring a friend along. Now now, who wants to go with me? It's retail therapy, reward for the hell load of shite we did for FYP. No gender preference!

Lingerie is the best part of shopping! :D

Her face gave it away

>> – her

Short hair with unisex dressing, mostly mistaken as a boy.
This hot girl's sitting in front of me and it's driving me crazy.

Ahhh, I can't help it. She will be the successor of gorgeous KY. :D

Story line

Are we merely substitute for each others lost?

You don't have to know my story but isn't any better then yours.

Random

"Don't expect so much and be surprise by how much God is giving you"

yeah

-

One more week till the big day, am alr planning how to celebrate after that. First, Kumar's night with the girls then Chilli's for yum yums. Yay! After that, imma make a timetable to settle my Tuesdays/Wednesdays/Saturday/Sunday. I wanna go gym/swim/work and probably date/drink/movie too? :D

Need to get money back from raywong, syida, ~~michel~~ and hwahmin soon. Imma out of money till the end of the month due to the recent drinking session and cabbing fee. Being broke sucks big time!

Paiseh ar, michel! I remember wrongly! Old liao! Heh!

Are you?

".. if a man is not treating you the way you want to be treated, you have two choices – stay or go."

"What you don’t want is to be the woman who holds on, hopefully, giving him everything he wants and sacrificing everything that you want. I know someone who has spent 7 years – her childbearing years – waiting for her boyfriend to propose. He negotiated for her to move in with him, and that’s where they stand. Satisfying for him. Not so much for her.

If you’re willing to be that woman – the one who waits forever for the day that never comes, then that’s your prerogative.

You’ll have another 3 years with your boyfriend.
What you won’t have is a husband.
Because he doesn’t want to be a husband.

And you knew it.
And you ignored it.
And there’s no one to blame at that point but you."

".. the only leverage you have is to walk away from him and see if he follows."

Extracted from Evan Marc Katz

For a woman who ~~has been~~ was waiting

Let go, you'll understand

I've been led on, to think that we've been
trying for too long.

Found this song on someone's fb and thought it will be nice to share.

Well, I only found out while viewing Vestige fb that, apparently the tortoise didn't sign out his fb from my iphone. Hahaha. I didn't do it on purpose uhh.

/edited

If you ever loved somebody, put your hands up

I was thinking about her
Thinking bout me
Thinking bout us
What we gonna be?
Open my eyes

It was only just a dream

Should I?

"Fuck, it feels like there is a washing machine in my tummy now."

I should just vomit and let it out but I seriously don't like the feeling of it.

So how? My guess wld be that passion fruit red tea from Cup Walker contains honey. That's probably one of the few things that can cause all this. Sigh.

If I work hard tonight, I'll have my evening free tmr. (: maybe I can catch Social Network after all but I'll need company. Hmm.

Yes, very soon. Gonna welcome freedom with a big "HELLOOOOO!" shoutout and flying kisses.

You know I'd do anything for ya

Depriving my body & brain sleep singing a song that reminds me of you

It's alright to feel pain once awhile to know that everything is/was real.

The heart is/was real.
The feeling is/was real.
The tears are/were real.

You are/were real.

Grenade by Bruno Mars

111110

Seriously, BB western will never changed. It still suck after 2 years of not eating it. You know what? Their definition of spicy sausage pasta is diluted ketchup, few slice of budget sausage, pepper and pasta.

_|_

I am feeling so horrible now. Not so much due to the muscle ache from Napfa last night. It's more to because I am sick, my neck hurts and I have only slept 1 hour last night.

/edited

Ah fuck. For now, I'll just concentrate on project and growing my hair. Grow, hair grow! You can do it! :DD

Napfa Test

"Wait, wait.. A bit more! 69, 69, 69.. Ahhhh!"

Apparently the above convo was during the Sit & Reach station and I wanted to reach the 69cm mark, so I can be on par with Harvey's record in September.

When I finally realised what I shouted sounds damn wrong, it was alr too late. Arghhh.

/edited

Oh Boy

I think my hair makes me look funny. I feel like a little boy trying on his mum's clothes.

I am having a love-hate relationship with it. I like it as it complements my funny, annoying and boyish personality. But it's a little too much. I am boyish but not all the time. It depends on my mood, the situation, the people I am with and the clothes I wear. My sister just told me that I look like a regular butch from her secondary school. ):

I just didn't understand why Ricky didn't let my fringe and sideburns to be longer, more bob-ish and girly. I told him I don't wanna a butch style and he says it has it's feminine touches. Oh man, where? All it did was to show off my chubby cheeks to the world. Can my sides grow longer, faster?

/edited

Oh well, I will learn to love it. And rock it. Come on (starting to psycho myself), there's nothing wrong with having a drastic change of hairstyle as long as I can rock it right? What's more, I just granted myself more clothes choices to choose from, like from my male friends' wardrobe. Hahaha.

Just you wait, baby. Just you wait.

Oh, before I forget, The Social Network anyone? (:

Him?

Ice Box, Baby

Sometimes when it's so cold, I just wanna tuck my hands into my shirt and embrace myself.

Like, now.

Why am I not a polar bear? Look, some cute polar bear is enjoy a nap while I am freezing here. In the library. Facing the survey results and new layout design.

IT'S. JUST. NOT. FAIR.

-

Okay lah. I am not that pissed or what. I am just feeling whine-ishy.

Dreaming a dream

What I wanted to be (then) was a devoted wife and mother. Stupidly/retardedly, now I realised it isn't gonna bring me anywhere. Esp at a time like this.

If I can be whatever I wanted, it would be an architect or somewhere between drawing, buildings, designing and physically building/making something. Okay, it still sounds like architecture.

I put that down cause it wasn't ideally good to be an architect in Singapore. I have to be the best and even so, I'll probably get restricted on the types of building I could design (land constrain). But it was something I wanted and dream of.

If I could choose again, I'll be brave, go against the negative thoughts and people's yanking that it is not something useful for a Singaporean. Just study what I wanted and not regret. It will definitely be wiser than to study something just because it could be an easier path and have a better future. So what if it doesn't work out in Singapore? I'll just move to wherever I want and develop my career. Maybe help recontruct buildings for the less fortunate people from other countries. Or just wherever people need me (and my weird/strange building designs).

Other than that, I just want to sing. Sing what I wanted, when I wanted. No stress or anything. Then maybe perform a gig once awhile.

And yes, find new band mates.

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